Hannah's Home

Hannah came home last Thursday and we are so grateful to have her back. She come home about a month ahead of schedule and her docs, nurses and therapists all agree that Hannah's quick recovery from such severe brain damage is truly a miracle. She isn't out of the woods yet...she will need a lot of speech therapy to be able to organize and express her thoughts but we're optimistic that she will be able to relearn that.

We went to the Emergency Preparedness Fair on Saturday at the Fairgrounds. The ambulance was there with a dummy strapped to the bed with an intibation tube and air bag attached. I showed my kids and told them that's what they had done to Hannah and then we talked to the EMT, Tanner Hackney, who happened to be at the scene of Hannah's accident. Here's a picture of Tanner and Jennifer Maxfield who worked together to get Hannah to the hospital. They were so happy to hear that Hannah is home and doing well. They have been very concerned about her and expressed how hard it was to have to work on a little girl in such an incredibly critical situation.

Our family is so grateful to all the first responders who were there and worked on Hannah...Carbon County EMT's, Price City Fire Dept, Carbon County Sheriff's Dept, Utah Highway Patrol and of course the doctors and nurses at Castleview Hospital who stabilized her enough to be sent on Life Flight.

A Message from Hannah

Hi Everyone, On March 20, 2012 I was hit by a car on Hwy 10 in Price. I was in a coma for 2 weeks while my body and brain were working really hard trying to heal. I suffered many broken bones...multiple skull fractures, broken mandible, 6 broken ribs, both clavicles, orbital, shattered pelvis, a broken vertebrae and two broken fingers. When I was hit, my brain slammed against my really hard skull resulting in bleeding, swelling and bruises on my brain. My left eye was so swollen it looked like I had a golf ball under my eyelid and it bruised instantly to a lovely shade of green. I was Life Flighted to Primary Children's Hospital and when my family first saw me after the doctors and nurses were done doing their thing I had tubes and lines coming out of every limb, a ventilator tube was coming out of the mouth and I had tubes going into my nose. I was hooked up to a computer monitor and had a bank of 8 medicine monitors next to that. I was a mess!!! After two weeks in ICU, I was moved to the Neuroscience Trauma Unit. It took about a week to fully come out of the coma. My eyes were clouded over, it was hard to move my left arm and leg. I had had a tracheotomy about a week after I got to the hospital and I couldn't talk because of the hole in my neck. I had a feeding tube going into my nose and down to my intestines. It was hard to do much of anything. I wasn't very happy being at the hospital because I didn't understand what was going on...why all these nurses were messing with me. At the end of that week, things started looking up. I started spending more time in physical and occupational therapy, first learning how to hold myself up in a sitting position, kicking my legs, crawling and finally walking. I had been on my back for 3 straight weeks and hadn't had much to eat so I was very, very weak. But I really wanted to be able to do all things I had done before the accident so I kept trying. I had to re-learn how to swallow, cough and clear my throat. These sound like such basic things but they are absolutely vital to staying healthy and getting stronger. I started speech therapy and they are helping me re-learn how to talk and express myself. I've had many visitors from family and friends to teachers and classmates which helped keep my spirits up. Last week, the nurses thought I would be able to come home in 3-4 weeks. I finally got a day pass to go outside the hospital last weekend. I went to the zoo on Saturday with my parents and Jaxton. My favorite animal was the gorilla. On Sunday we went to the Discovery Museum and Sugarhouse Park. It was really hot but it felt so good to be outside in the fresh air. I've been working really hard in my therapies and I have great news...I'm coming home tomorrow!!! I can't wait to sleep in my own bed, eat good food, play with my toys and have all my favorite people close to me. I still have to be really careful, though. It takes a long time for a brain to heal and if I fall or hit my head I could fall back into a coma. I don't want that to happen. I like being awake. :) Here are a few pictures that my grandpa took yesterday...

This is my awesome physical therapist. She is so happy and positive and she knew I could get better and kept pushing me to try new things.

Me with the feeding tube...

Me without the feeding tube! Awww, that feels better. I know that you all have said many, many prayers for me and I'll never be able to thank you all. I know that Heavenly Father has been watching over me and I know that he does answer prayers. I know that the blessings I received in those first critical hours helped me to be at peace while my body was healing and I know that the doctors and nurses were also blessed so they could take care of me. I'm coming home and I can't wait to see you all!!! Love, Hannah

Hugs from Hannah

One of the things Hannah is known for is her hugs. She hugs all her former teachers and aids, her current teacher, her friends, classmates, friends of classmates, friends of friends, cousins, friends of cousins. You get the idea...she's a hugger. So it was such a great treat to walk in to her room Thursday and see her get off the couch, stand on her own, walk to us and give each of us a hug!!! I remember the last time we visited her about 2 weeks ago, she couldn't walk, talk, hold herself up in a sitting position, eat solid foods, smile or laugh. I was amazed to see her now doing all of those things! She is truly a miracle.

Not only was she talking, but she loves to call people on her mom's cell phone. She talked to Mr. Averett while all the teachers were in a faculty meeting a few days ago. I was amazed at how sharp her memory is. She named each of us and as soon as she saw Josie she got off the couch and looked through her books and papers. I wondered what she was looking for and then she found it. A Megamind coloring book...Josie's all-time favorite character. I couldn't believe that Hannah had remembered that and was so focused and determined on finding that coloring book to show Josie.

Hannah and Lindsey played game after game of Memory which totaled probably two hours. Hannah was really good. She beat Lindsey every game and was so delighted with each win. I'm going to have to work with Lindsey on that game. :) Lindsey and Hannah went to physical therapy together and Hannah got to do some new things like playing in the barrel and climbing and descending stairs. She practiced on the hospital stairs before heading to the Rehab Lab to play on their stairs. Her left-side coordination and strength doesn't match her right-side yet due to the brain damage, but if she keeps her determination and will up I know she'll be able to get that back.

Her OT came in after the PT was done and worked with Hannah on fine motor and cognitive skills. She showed Hannah a card with a bead pattern which Hannah had to replicate by choosing the correct shape and color and threading it on the string in the right order. She did great and progressed through the cards as they got more difficult.

We headed to the playroom to have some non-therapy fun. Linds and Hannah quickly found the Barbie house and were having a great time...

...until this little girl pushed her way into their game. Three's a crowd so the girls moved to the foosball table where Hannah won...again.

Hannah kept us very busy and by the end of our visit we were exhausted. I hope she slept as well as I did that night.

Ladies Night Out!

Jaxton has taken karate from the Su Ha Ri Martial Arts Institute this year and the instructor, students and parents are so great to have organized a fundraiser for Hannah. They will be hosting a Women's Self-Defense and Awareness Seminar on Thursday, April 19 at 6pm at the Carbon Country Club.

Come and enjoy an evening of dinner provided by Carbon Country Club, and participate in a hands-on seminar on self-defense and awareness class taught by Martial Arts Instructor Mike Martak. Guest speaker from our local law enforcement, and a special gift for all participants.

Tickets will be sold as a pair for a fee of $60. They can be purchased at Wingers, Market Express Chevron, Market Express Sinclair and Carbon Country Club.

The Su Ha Ri Martial Arts Institute will be donating all proceeds to Hannah to help her recover from her accident. Your support is greatly appreciated!

For more information, call Telisse Allen at 650-5307 or Mike at 650-7575.

Hats ON for Hannah

Hats ON for Hannah Day at Creekview was very successful. The kids and teachers had a great time wearing their the hats last Friday. This is the group of girls who organized the event.

This is the principal, Mr Thomas, the school secretary, Mrs Jardine, and her husband who also works at the school. I love Mrs Jardine's hat. Everyone had a great time and it was a fun, heart-felt tribute to Hannah.

Saturday is a Special Day

Saturday is a Special Day at Primary Children's. Family and friends from all over the surrounding states converge on the hospital for a weekend visit. For Hannah, it was no different. After an exhausting 3-hour long speech, physical, and occupational therapy session, the guests started to arrive. Notable moments in therapy: She remembers math (addition and multiplication) and made her way correctly through most of the alphabet. She picked up and began reading an I Spy book to her Mom, she crawled (on her own), and bowled. Her first approved Ride Pass may be as early as next week. Without getting too ahead of ourselves, it's hard not to imagine Hannah re-entering 2nd grade, along with her classmates.

When we arrived at the hospital today, we found Hannah exiting the playroom. On a Saturday, the playroom was very crowded and very loud. It didn't take long for Hannah to begin covering her ears and expressing her displeasure. Hannah went back to her room with her good friend Reese, and her brother Jaxton, in tow. The most noticeable difference today was the removal of her tracheotomy. Her words are more pronounced, the volume has increased, and they flow more freely.

The girls all took a turn, sitting next to Hannah and holding her hand, while they watched cartoons. As the others lost interest and began leaving the room, the nurses arrived to change Hannah's neck brace. There have been several procedures over the last few weeks that have been gut-wrenching to watch. This was no exception. When Hannah is reclined and cannot see what is about to happen, she becomes very anxious and upset. While this particular procedure was not as painful as others, it startled her, and she needed a lot of comfort from her mother and the nurses throughout the change, and afterwards.

Once the neck brace was changed, I thought it would be a good idea for Hannah to get out of that room and go for a ride. She was given a new wheelchair, a very standard one, for children who can hold themselves upright, as opposed to the much more intricate model she had been sporting the last week and a half. It's worth noting that she successfully pushes herself in the new wheelchair in short spurts. I loaded her up and we found the other kids back in the playroom. It was here she allowed me to hold her while she walked across the room. She tired quickly and asked to be in Mom's arms.

Then, Mom had a great idea. She asked Hannah if she would want to go down to the computers in the library and watch the CD of images Mr. Averett (1st grade teacher) had brought for Hannah. She was very excited to do this. When we returned to her room to get the video, the nurses mentioned that she may not be able to get into the library. Hannah immediately became animated, her words stuttering, but flowing. Her sentences were imperfect and hard to get out but she was confidently explaining to the nurses that she would get in the library to watch her pictures. She had done it before and would go again.

As we were waiting for the nurses to prepare her to go to the library, we made this small video of Hannah walking (attached). She also found the picture CD, even when her mother and I couldn't. When the nurse came in with her medicine, Hannah was sitting on my lap. She became upset when she could not reach her feeding tube, which had been flipped behind her neck. When I put the end of the tube back into her hand, she used all of her fingers to pop off the caps of her feeding tube. Turns out, she has become quite the helper, and likes to prepare her own tubes for medicine and feeding.

Hannah, her mom, and me went to the first floor to use the computers. Hannah efficiently removed the CD from the case, opened the CD drive on the computer, and loaded it. She played with the mouse for a moment to get it going before we intervened to help. The first run through, Hannah excitedly rambled off the names of each child that appeared on the screen. Anastasia and Felicity were particularly difficult but she knew them all by name. She seemed to remember many of the activities in the pictures by nodding or adding her own editorial.

Once finished, she was not ready to go. I asked her if she wanted to watch it again, to which she replied, "Yes." The second time through, the names of her classmates came more quickly and she smiled and laughed at many of the jokes we made about missing 1st grader teeth and red eyes. The closing screen is a letter from Mr. Averett to the parents of his 1st graders. I have included it at the bottom of this post. Hannah wanted me to read it out loud to her. As I did, I became choked up and it became harder for me to read. I looked at Hannah, fixated on the screen, and she had small tears welling up in the corners of her eyes. She bravely and discreetly used her small pointer fingers to wipe the tears from both of her cheeks. I asked, "Are those happy tears, Hannah?" She nodded with a strong chin. Seeing her emotion allowed me to begin to cry as well. After a few more sentences of the letter, her bravery gave way to deep sobs of sadness. You could see as her young mind and big heart took in the weight of what has happened to her and the loss she is feeling by not being with her fellow first graders. It was a rare moment of raw emotion from a little girl who somehow knows she is not where she needs to be. "Are you feeling sad, Hannah?" She confirmed that she was and her Mom held her and reassured her that she would be with them soon.

We exited the library and distracted her with the large fish hanging by the elevator doors. I tried convincing her they were real. She looked at me like I was dumb. As we entered her room, the Spaghetti-Os she had ordered for dinner had arrived. She is starting to try regular foods, all of them pureed. In my opinion, obliterating Spaghetti-Os does not affect the integrity of the product, and Hannah agreed. She ate them well.

As a family, we knew it was time to go. As usual, each of our girls told Hannah they loved her. When I expressed my love to her, she raised her fingers and kissed them and turned them my way. I responded, in Knott family tradition, by kissing the tips of my fingers, and throwing the kiss at her with force. Hannah's dad explained to her that by me throwing it at her, she would not be able to wipe it off. This explanation sent Hannah into an excited repeat cycle of reaching out, grabbing the kiss from the air, bringing the kiss to her lips, kissing her fingertips, and throwing it back at me. Like a broken record of the most perfect love song, she blew ten more kisses in robotic and determined fashion before the next bite of Spaghetti-Os smoothie interrupted her thoughts.

Mr. Averett's Letter to the Parents:

Dear Parents,

I give you back your child, the same child you confidently entrusted to my care last fall. I give her back pounds heavier, inches taller, months wiser, more responsible, and more mature than she was then. Although she would have attained her growth in spite of me, it has been my pleasure and privilege to watch her personality unfold day by day and marvel at this splendid miracle of development

I give her back reluctantly, for having spent nine months together in the narrow confines of a crowded classroom, we have grown close, have become a part of each other, and we shall always retain a little of each other. Ten years from now if we met on the street, your child and I, a light will shine to our eyes, a smile to our lips, and we shall feel the bond of understanding once more, this bond we feel today.

We have lived, loved, laughed, played, studied, learned, and enriched our lives together this year. I wish it could go on indefinitely, but give her back I must. Take care of her, for she is precious. Remember that I shall always be interested in your child and her destiny, wherever she goes, whatever she does, whoever she becomes. Her joys and sorrows I’ll be happy to share.

I shall always be her friend.

Peace,

Mr.Averett

Fingernails, Puppets, and Poop

Tonight, Luka and I decided to sneak away and go visit Hannah alone. When we walked into Hannah's room, the first noticeable difference was Hannah's unencumbered arms and hands. She no longer has a splint on her broken right hand and she was eager to move them around to show us how well she can use them.

Hannah has been given a new tool to communicate and she has adapted to it well. She has a large card with pictures and words on it. They include TV, Music, Books. Blanket, Mom, Dad, I Hurt, Bathroom, etc. On the other side of the card are the words Yes and No. She navigates this card very well and will quickly point to what she would like or what she is feeling. It was a relief to see her so in control, quickly relaying to us any message she had.

The nurse on duty (Lacey) told us that Hannah had stood and taken a few assisted steps during physical therapy earlier in the day. I asked Hannah if she wanted to get out of bed and she quickly pointed to the Yes card. I picked her up and couldn't help but stand her on her feet to see for myself. She stood, as I balanced her lightly between my arms. Her X-rays show a stable and healing pelvic fracture and the nurse assured us that she will continue to practice standing and taking steps. Needless to say, I was incredibly encouraged and humbled at the thought that she may walk out of PCMC at the end of her stay. Anything is possible.

At the end of last week, we had brought Hannah some new nail polish. Her nails hadn't been done since before the accident and were in need of some attention. I was so excited to arrive tonight and see that they were waiting for me to paint them. She briefly watched a show with Luka laying next to her, while I painted her toenails. Then, Luka found some adorable Lalaloopsy dolls she had been given and opened them. Luka placed the dolls in Hannah's hands and together, they moved the dolls and accessories around the bed.

When Davy returned from dinner, Luka asked to go up to the phenomenal play room on the 3rd floor to make something for Hannah. Davy walked her upstairs while I finished Hannah's nails. Hannah became increasingly agitated once Luka left and wanted to follow her. When I asked her if she wanted to go with to the playroom, she rapidly pointed to Yes on her card. I loaded her up in her wheelchair and off we went. When we arrived at the playroom, Luka was in the middle of making a felt cat puppet. We let Hannah pick out which color cat she wanted and I thought I would have her try to make the puppet. To my surprise, she would squeeze the glue bottle I handed to her on each piece of the felt and stick the pieces together quickly and accurately to create the puppet. We made a bit of a mess with the glue but I was very impressed at Hannah's fine motor skills, equally, with both hands.

At the same time, her nurse made a poster of her name. When he showed it to her, I asked her what the poster said and pointed to her lips. She quietly replied, "Hannah." Whether she can read or she has been able to memorize her name, I was very heartened to see her know who she is.

I thought it would be a good idea to have Hannah make the ever popular silly putty and squeeze it between her hands. As we stirred the solution and dumped it into the plastic bag, I exclaimed, "Look, the putty is doing a blue poop into the bag!" Hannah surprised us all by laughing, audibly and physically, for several seconds. She gave us a big smile and her laugh was priceless. Wondering if it was a fluke, I finished stirring the purple putty and exclaimed again, "Now we're doing a big purple poop!" Once again, she laughed heartily. Turns out, she is like the rest of us and really enjoys some good old-fashioned potty humor. Witnessing these moments of personality, humor, and timing are very, very important to us and we treasure them.

I gave her one putty in each hand and told her to squeeze them together as hard as she could. She quickly raised each hand in front of her face and squeezed the two puttys with all of her might. She then relaxed them and we made a big mess of the putty all over her blanket and legs. Oh well, it was worth it and very funny.

When we got back to the room, Hannah pointed at Luka and the picture of books on her card. Luka brought over a selection of books and read to her while I painted her fingernails. She was calm and happy and yawning.

It was a great, fun visit with Hannah and if we could, I would take Luka there every night. There is something very special about how Hannah's accident is changing all of us. Watching our children serve and seeing them have the desire to serve, changing perspectives on what is most important and what we value, and gaining this long-term patience and hope for what is to come in the years ahead is making us better each day. We will be forever grateful to Hannah for showing us who we are at our core. Saturday's visit can't come soon enough and next time, I am bringing the fart machine.

Please donate if you have the ability to do so. The money we are raising (in the upper right hand corner) will only be used for therapies that will help take Hannah from point A to point B; specific therapies that will increase her quality of life dramatically. We are researching and analyzing different programs and clinics for her every day to keep her progressing. Please be a part of that process. Thank you so very much.

Hannah vs. Dad and the PCMC Nurses

I've been thinking back on our visit over the weekend and thought I would post an experience that shows how strong Hannah is even after being asleep and on her back for 2 weeks, not to mention the brain trauma and broken bones.

We were all in Hannah's room on Sat hanging out (probably not good for a TBI patient to have all those people in the room at the same time) when all of a sudden four nurses, male and female, came into the room. I knew something was up so I gathered the kids and made a beeline for the door. Unfortunately, Eve was stuck in the corner of the room and couldn't get out before they started to change Hannah's feeding tube which didn't go as smoothly as they thought it would. They were taking it out of her intestines and re-inserting it to go straight to her stomach. She was sitting on Dave's lap in the chair and he was trying to hold her still by putting a wrestling move on her known as the "straight jacket". Growing up with two large, older brothers, I had the opportunity on more than one occasion to be caught in this hold. Not fun.

Anyway, the procedure was not going well as the line was getting coiled up her nose and she was in extreme pain. She was thrashing about trying to get free of Dave's hold and Eve said after a few minutes of Dave holding on as tight as he could, he couldn't hold on any longer. He was sweating and his face was red. Hannah 1, Dave 0.

The nurses stopped what they were doing and tried to regroup. They put her on the bed and thought it would be a better idea for each nurse to hold an appendage. Hannah wriggled and kicked and hit and knocked over an IV stand. Hannah 2, Nurses 0. They added Dave and Billie to the line-up and were finally able to get the feeding tube into her stomach. Hannah 2, Nurses and Parents 3.

Hannah was not happy. We still don't know why they wouldn't have sedated her to do something like that. The male nurse couldn't believe that was the same girl that he had taken care of one week prior in the ICU when she could barely squeeze his finger.

School Fundraisers

The "Hats ON For Hannah" Fundraiser at Creekview Elementary is going great. The student body and faculty have donated over $230 so far and we have one more day to go. Hats ON Day is Friday.

Parents and kids from other schools in the area have read this blog and wanted to do the same at their schools. I know Sally Mauro and Bruin Point are both doing a "Hats ON For Hannah" Day soon. The kids have gone to their principals and made arrangements with their student councils and are doing a magnificent job. There are some amazing, compassionate, generous people out there...including kids!

Spring Break at PCMC!!

We hadn't heard much about Hannah this week since she moved out of the ICU and into the NTU (Neuroscience Trauma Unit) so my stomach was tied in knots as we drove to SLC yesterday to see her. We found Billy in the cafeteria and she reported some great news...that Hannah had been to physical therapy earlier that day to brush up on her bowling game and had even tried to stand up when Billie was helping her back into the wheelchair. We were so excited so we headed up to the room. As we rounded the corner we saw that her nurse was snuggled up next to her on the bed and they were watching a movie. Hannah immediately recognized us and got all excited trying to sit up and get to us. I couldn't believe it! It took her a minute to calm down and then she started waving at us with her splinted arm. It was so amazing to see her react like that compared to what she was like the previous weekend and even just the day before.

I took the nurse's place beside Hannah and talked to her and told her what was going on at school and how proud we are of her. I held her left hand and she would squeeze it to answer "yes" to questions. She had just gotten a voice thingy hooked up to her trach that morning and had surprised herself when she heard herself cough. It felt so good to snuggle with her and talk to her. People kept coming to her room and she would wave to each one of them. Her eyes were clear and she was watching everyone. She could move her left arm and leg on command, which is such a relief because the damage is on the right side of her brain which controls movements on the left side of her body.

Lindsey took my place and snuggled with Hannah and although her face is still expressionless I could tell she was happy to have her buddy next to her. It was so sweet.

We got to go to physical therapy with her and saw her bowl...she would hold and then release a big bouncy ball down a foam wedge to knock over the pins. Seems pretty simple but this is a big deal for a Traumatic Brain Injury (TBI) patient who wasn't doing anything two days prior. She then did a puzzle by picking up the pieces with her left hand and then pointing to the space to show the therapist where a certain puzzle piece goes. It was truly amazing to watch her take these steps to rehabilitation.
This is Hannah and her cousin, Luka, holding hands. We all got so excited when she would squeeze our hands. Before we left the hospital yesterday we asked her if she wanted us to come back and she squeezed!

Hannah, Lindsey and Luka have always been the 3 Musketeers so when Lindsey and Luka walked into the physical therapy room today she was totally distracted from the puzzle she was doing. Everyone told the two girls to leave and as they were walking out Hannah got so upset they told the cousins to come back. They moved on to a different exercise where Lindsey and Luka could be involved and Hannah accomplished the task. The cousins all wanted to push her back to her room so we stopped to take a picture.

The therapist helped Hannah find the Easter egg that's on her lap so we took her to the playroom and she picked out a toy from a basket full of stuff...another accomplishment! It's been a busy, productive, exciting couple of days for Hannah and we're so proud of her. She was probably glad to see us go so she could finally get some rest. Not...I know she wanted to come with us.

Oh yeah...she did something else today...she said "Hi", "Mom" and "Thanks"!!!!

Out of ICU

Today was Hannah's second day in her new room in the Neuroscience Trauma Unit and she's getting used to her new surroundings...she has a window now! She's still working on coming out of the coma which takes some time. She's awake for awhile and then falls back to sleep for awhile. Her grandma Knott went to see her today and Hannah focused on her when Dave told her that grandma's here.

She's getting pretty tired of laying on her back so they moved her into a wheelchair and she was able to sleep soundly being in a different position. When Hannah's not napping she spends her time listening to music, watching a little TV and having books and get well cards read to her.

Ever since Hannah's accident two weeks ago, kids in the neighborhood, ward and school have wanted to do something to help. They have wanted to organize and hold some kind of fundraiser to help Hannah with her recovery and they've decided to do a really fun fundraiser at Creekview Elementary next week. The children are usually prohibited from wearing hats to school but next Friday, April 13 we'll be having "Hats ON for Hannah" day. Kids will be able to wear a hat to school that day if they bring $1 which will go to help Hannah get the therapy she's going to need to have a successful recovery. If you have a child at Creekview, have them bring their money any day next week and they can wear a hat to school on Friday.

I'll have some pics to post tomorrow, hopefully.

Baby Steps...

With Hannah's severe brain trauma she is truly like a newborn baby right now and any little sign of advancement is cause for celebration and usually results in a big sigh of relief from me when I get good news.

After talking with Dave last night it sounds like Hannah had a good day yesterday. When I was there on Sat. she did open her eyes but it was very disheartening because it didn't look like it was voluntary or in response to our voices. However, after we left the hospital (of course) she opened her eyes for a longer period of time than she has over the last week. The nurse saw this and called for the doctor. He came in and said, "Hannah, can you open your eyes?" And she did! He came back Sun morning and said, "Hannah, can you move your fingers?" And she did that, too!

Her parents also said that she had opened her eyes for several minutes at a time most of the day yesterday and because of the neck brace prohibiting any movement of her head and neck she was following sounds with her eyes. She also swallowed on her own which she wasn't doing on Sat and which had Eve and I quite worried. The doctor was encouraged by what he saw and said that reflexes like swallowing usually follow shortly after brain trauma patients open their eyes. So that put a smile on our faces yesterday. Go Hannah! Keep fighting!

Saturday/Sunday

I took my girls up to PCMC yesterday for the first time since the accident. Jaxy was so excited to give them the tour of the hospital and Hannah's room and he discussed with them what each tube and monitor was like an old pro. I think he should be a doctor. He wants to be a paleontologist.

Hannah looks really beautiful. Her hair is braided, the tubes are out of her mouth and she had a beautiful lip gloss on. I was surprised to see how few computers, monitors and tubes she has now. She's passed the critical stage and currently has the IV, the trach, a feeding tube and some monitors on her chest. That seems so minimal compared to the 20 different tubes and lines she was hooked up to last week.

They are slowly weaning her off the sedation meds and pain killers...just a little bit everyday. She still sleeps alot and I can see that she's healing on the outside. Her eye has returned to its normal size and the bruise is almost totally gone. The swelling on the side of her head has gone down and the nurse assured us the brain swelling has gone down a little.

We had good news this morning as the doctor came for a visit. She responded to his command to move her fingers! That's very encouraging because we haven't seen much progress for the last couple of days.

I want to thank the ER staff at Castleview Hospital for stabilizing Hannah and taking such good care of her in those first crucial hours and for the prayers they have offered everyday since then. Thank you.

Car Wash/Raffle Fundraiser

Today was another sleepy day for Hannah although she did open her eyes a couple of times. They have her on Xanax (sp), an anti-anxiety drug, so she won't thrash around so much and it seems to work pretty well.

I think I've mentioned before the overwhelming support and love shown by so many people. Everywhere I go people stop me and inquire about Hannah, Billie and Dave. It's also so touching when kids ask about her. If I go to the school or a church event, there are always a few children who ask me how Hannah is doing. I think it's so awesome that so many kids are caring and compassionate and almost two weeks after the accident they haven't forgotten about her.

A car wash fundraiser will be held tomorrow (Sat) at the Taco Time parking lot from 11am -3pm. They will be raffling off some really great items like a Browning X-Bolt 300 Win Caliber rifle donated by Sportman's Corner, gas cards, Winger's gift cards, oil changes and much more. If you're in Price, please come down and get your car washed and pass the word along to all your friends! :)

Pinewood Derby

Hannah's surgery went well yesterday and they loaded her up with pain meds which have totally knocked her out. They decided to be nice today and just let her sleep. She's been sleeping so soundly that the physical therapists even decided to leave her alone.

That's about all there is to report on Hannah's condition for the day. So while she's been sleeping and healing, Jaxton's had a busy afternoon and evening. We invited his best friend over to play and wow, is it different having to keep track of two really busy boys! For those of you who don't know us, we have three girls and our neighborhood is 90% girls so that's all I really know. Jaxton and Jacob were in a different spot, playing a different game about every 3 minutes. I'm exhausted!

This evening we were able to take Jaxton to his Pinewood Derby race. Dave came down and really enjoyed being able to spend the evening with Jaxy and watch his awesome car race. Jaxton's car took 2nd place in his Bear group and won the prize for the Most Realistic. Dave did an great job making the car...it's one of the coolest cars I've ever seen. It wasn't totally finished when the accident happened last week, so his friend, Steve, finished Jaxy's car and a car for Hannah.






Hannah's car was reallycool. Purple and pink with flames on the hood...it beat the overall winner every time down the track!! We'll show her the pics and video when she's more coherent.

Hannah's 1st Surgery

Here are a few pictures from my visit with Hannah today with some pictures of items around Primary Children's Hospital.

When I arrived just after lunch, Hannah was being prepped for her first surgery. At first the doctors were planning on wiring her jaw shut to help the jaw heal, which is fractured; however after reviewing the procedures and risks of damaging her permanent teeth not yet in they decided to insert a metal plate. The metal plate acts like a bandaid bracing the fracture together and will be in place for about 6 weeks at which time the doctors will remove the plate.

Other than this major step, Hannah looked really good. Her swelling continues to decrease. Her bruise on her eye and check are healing (slowly). Because of the surgery she continues to have breathing assistance, but as she gets stronger she will rely less and less on the machine.

Another step taken today was the removal of the breathing tube in her throat and the implementation of a trach. The trach was inserted for safety and possible emergency situations that may arise in the future.

Overall Hannah continues to make positive baby steps...stay tuned for more...by Mark J.

Smile!

Since I don't think it's appropriate to post pics of Hannah in this state I've decided to post pics of her little world right now. This picture shows one corner of Hannah's ICU room. So many people have dropped by and expressed their love and concern and brought balloons, blankets, cards, pictures, stuffed animals and so much more. Here are just a few of the gifts that have been given to help bring comfort and encouragement to Hannah and her family.

Another gift, that's going to the hospital tomorrow, is this Radio Flyer wagon from our neighbor Sam, a veteran of Primary Children's Medical Center. He said a wagon is a must-have in that hospital for a couple of reasons: 1) to cart all the gifts and gear when she changes rooms or taking stuff to the car; and 2) taking Hannah for rides around the hospital as soon as she's ready. He also said to have all the doctors, nurses and specialists sign it so she will always know how many people cared for her at the hospital. What an awesome gift!! Thanks Sam!

Now for the update. Hannah gave us more reasons to be hopeful today. She has spent more and more time off the ventilator last night and today and they're hoping she'll be totally off tomorrow. The docs want to start fixing her jaw and are getting ready to wire her jaw shut so that can start healing. In order to do that she has to be off the ventilator and they've proposed doing a tracheotomy in case she needs help breathing. I'm not going to lie, it disturbs me that they would do that to a little girl but the doc has assured Hannah's parents that it's a minor procedure and it will heal very well. So, we trust the doctors know what they're doing and hope she continues to grow stronger and won't need to use the trach tube. But, with a jaw that's wired shut it sounds like it's time to learn sign language.

Hannah's been responding to pain like most people would...irritation, anger, agitation...and today she responded to be tickled by smiling! Billie said it was sooo cute. We love hearing news like that and hope to have little victories, little celebrations each day.

Hannah's New Buddy

This is Hannah's new companion at the hospital. When we checked in at the hospital last Tues night, the security guard gave this Care Bear to Jaxy to give to Hannah. It's been right next to her in her bed ever since. I wonder if she knows it's there? I wonder if it gives her the comfort we hope it does.

More good news at the end of this day. Hannah was off the ventilator all day long which was a great accomplishment. As soon as she can breath on her own and get enough oxygen she'll be moved out of ICU. She opened her eyes again today but she's pretty groggy so falls back asleep.

Jaxy also had a successful day going back to school. Although he was apprehensive at first, he fell quickly into the routine and even talked about Hannah and what it's like at the hospital. We appreciate all the help and support that is available to him from his teacher, the school counselor and the principal.

Two big days for a brother and sister who are so lucky to have each other.

Saturday Night

I was up in SL for the Young Women's General Meeting and ducked away to visit Dave and Hannah at the hospital. Dave was pretty tired and I interrupted his nap but we had a nice visit. Mr Averett (Hannah's teacher) had brought up two scrapbooks filled with get well cards that all the first graders had made. I read through a few of them and they brought me to tears. Okay, that's really not that hard to do...They were so sweet. One little girl had written, "Hannah, Remember the game we were playing? I miss you. Get well soon." Thanks for all the work you put into that Mr. Averett, Mrs Marchello, Mrs. Erramouspe, and Ms. Ritchie. Hannah's going to love reading those.

Our neighbors Sam and Annie also dropped in for a visit and brought lots of gifts. Sam has been a great help to us since he knows the ins and outs of PCMC.

Yesterday, they took her off the ventilator for an hour and she breathed on her own, although it was labored due to her bruised lung and broken ribs. Last night they took her off the sedation meds and she actually opened her eyes!!!! Yay Hannah! You can do it!! Keep fighting, girl!!!

Dave has read this blog and the comments and is very touched (to say the least). He is so surprised and overwhelmed at the generosity, prayers and well-wishes that have been expressed for his family and wants to tell everyone "Thank you, thank you, thank you".

Fast for Hannah

Our family will be dedicating tomorrow's fast to Hannah and would like to invite any of you fasting types who are able and willing to do that to join us.

Please fast and pray for Hannah.

Neurosurgeon Encouraged

After a long worrisome day we got good news this evening from the neurosurgeon. He said he was encouraged by all the moving and thrashing around she's doing...even under the amount of Morphine she's on. He was encouraged by what he saw on the MRI but wants to give her 36 more hours before they decide to do anything like put a pressure monitor into her skull or take her off the ventilator. The MRI showed that her ligaments are strong and tight around the vertebrate that is broken which is the first one at the base of her skull. They won't have to fuse that. Any surgery that she can avoid is good. The swelling on her brain hasn't increased today. She's crying and making faces like she's in pain. It's sad that those kinds of things are a good sign and celebrated but we'll take what we can get.

We appreciate everyone's prayers for Hannah and her family and I would like to ask that prayers also go out in behalf of the woman who hit her. I can't imagine what she is going through. It was an accident and I'm sure she is suffering also.

If you want to help....

Ok. So in the past I've been a huge skeptic of donation accounts so this is very awkward for me. So many of you want to know how you can help. I don't know what the insurance is going to cover yet but Dave and Billie could use help with everyday expenses like food, gas and rent/mortgage while they're spending all day every day at the hospital and not able to work. An account has been opened in Hannah's name at Eastern Utah Community Credit Union and one in Billie's name at Utah Power Credit Union (both in Price). Any kind of help is so hugely appreciated. We love you all.

"Hurricane" Hannah Knott

I'll be using my blog to update everyone of my niece's condition and recovery from her accident. I just want to start by saying thank you to all of you who have expressed your love and concern for Hannah, Jaxton, Billie and Dave and for our families. It's really quite overwhelming to know of all the people in this community who are willing to help us during this time.

Hannah is a tough little girl with a hard head and we're hoping that will serve her well as her head took most of the impact from hit. She has multiple skull fractures, one that is running down behind her ear, right along the carotid artery. Her orbital is broken as well as her jaw, some ribs, her spine and her pelvis, all on the left side. Oh, and two fingers on her right hand. Surprisingly, the only scrapes are some road rash on her forehead and scratches on her left hand. One of her lungs is also bruised.

The breaks are the least of our concerns though. She has swelling on her brain and her left eye which could cause permanent damage. She is sedated to keep her asleep to let her body heal and get the swelling to go down. The doctors won't give us any forecasts until 72-96 hours after the accident. They expect the swelling to peak in the next couple of days and then start going down, but that could take weeks. She can't open her eyes and isn't responding to commands but does respond to pain. She doesn't like it when they mess with her and kicks her right leg and tries to pull out her IV.

She does have a tube down her throat so they can help her breath. Her organs are all fine, her vitals are good. They help her breath just to make sure she's getting enough oxygen. She's had multiple CT scans which have shown the swelling hasn't increased since Wed afternoon. Her MRI from yesterday showed that they won't need to fuse that skull fracture to protect the carotid artery.

Dave and Billie should be getting a morning update soon. I'll write more later.